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2010-12-23T23:50:00.001+08:00

I LOVE U.S

2010-12-13T19:28:00.002+08:00

"At the Grand Canyon"

P/S: There wasn't any railings surrounding the Grand Canyon so you could practically go to the edge of the Canyon to pose for pictures, if you have balls that is (:

Social Network

2010-10-23T11:04:00.002+08:00

Can't wait for the movie to come out. So here's a parody of Facebook for you guys!

Thoughts over a cup of coffee

2010-09-20T11:30:00.002+08:00

I'm back from LA. I enjoyed every part of the trip except the long flights. Got butt cramps due to gluing my butt on the seat for too long. I met up with steff there. Can't thank her enough for driving us around town. I appreciate it steff. It always feel great to see a familiar face in a foreign land.

21st Birthday

2010-08-22T22:05:00.005+08:00

Thanks guys for celebrating my 21st birthday with me! Especially Jacqueline, APB, Sabrina, Caster and Junior for helping out! It wouldn't be a success without you guys! I'm glad we were able to spend such a great night together (:

P/S: Piccas later!

Spotlight

2010-08-16T09:43:00.002+08:00

Are you a man who loves
And cherishes
And cares for me?
Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you?, yeah…

Are you a guard in a prison
Maximum security?
Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you?, yeah…

Do we stay home all the time
Cuz you want me to yourself?
Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you? yeah…
Or am I locked away
Out of fear that I’d find
Someone else

Is that you? Is that you? Yeahh
Well, I don’t like
Living under your spotlight
Just because you think
I might find somebody worthy

Oooh, I don’t like
Living under your spotlight
Baby, if you treat me right
You won’t have to worry
Is this a relationship
Fulfilling your needs
As well as mine

Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you? yeah…
Or is this just my sentence
Am I doing time?
Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you? yeah…
If this is love
Real, real love
Then I’m staying no doubt

Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you? yeah…
But if I’m just a prisoner
Then I’m busting out
Is that you? Is that you?

Ohh, Babyy…
Well, I don’t like
Living under your spotlight
Just because you think
I might
Find somebody worthy

Oooh, I don’t like
Living under your spotlight
Baby, if you treat me right
You won’t have to worry
Oh, you oughta be
Ashamed of yourself

What the hell
Do you think you’re doing?
Loving me, loving me so wrong
Baby, all I do is try
To show you
That you’re my
One and only girl
No matter
Who may come along
Open your eyes
Cuz baby, I don’t lie

Uh,uh,uh,uh,uh… Uhmm
Uh,uh,uh,uh,uh
Heyy, I don’t lie
Living under your spotlight
Just because you think
I might find somebody worthy

I don’t like Yeahhh
Living under your spotlight
Baby, if you treat me right
You won’t have to worry

Heyyy,well, I don’t like
Living under your spotlight
Just because you think
I might find somebody worthy
Ohhuhhh, I don’t like it

I don’t like it
Living under your spotlight
Baby, if you treat me right
Treat me right, baby
You won’t have to worry
You won’t have to worry
I don´t like

周蕙 - 别对我太好

2010-07-28T20:53:00.000+08:00

周蕙 - 别对我太好
词/谢宥慧曲/陈建宁

故事开始是有些意外
因为当初我们都太轻率
我们都只是怕一再被寂寞青睐

我想我始终都能明白
不会有王子公主的将来
却又太自私胆小不敢说分开

所以别对我太好
别在我心里面留下记号
你的温柔已有新的味道我知道

别对我太好别让我想走也走不掉
每次鼓起勇气想转身逃跑
都输在你轻轻的一个拥抱

别对我太好给那些承诺其实你做不到
别假装我对你还有多重要
我有多痛你知道

你知道你知道...

21st Birthday

2010-07-28T20:29:00.002+08:00

I know what I want for my 21st Birthday!! This:

Model: KitchenAid KSM 150

Price: $899

Website: http://www.mayer.sg/

But but but MAYER is having a discount 30% for mixers now! They come in 15 exotic colors. :DDDDDDD

2010-07-07T17:58:00.005+08:00

As cheesy as it may sounds this song goes out to you .

I fell in love with you watching Casablanca.
Back road the drive in shaw in the flickerin' light.
Pop corns and cokes beneath the stars.
Then came champange and cavair.
Makin' love on a long hot summer night.

I thought you fell in love with me watching Casablanca
Holdin' hands in the Pado Fan's, in Ritz Candlei Cafe
Hidin' the shadows from the stars.
Or rockin' moonlight in your eyes
Makin' magic at the movies at my own cheverolet

Ooh, a kiss is still a kiss in Casablanca.
A kiss is not a kiss without your side.
Please come back to me in Casablanca.
I love you more and more each day as time goes by.

I guess there are many broken hearts In Casablanca.
You know l've never really been there so l don't know.
I guess our love story will there be seen.
On the big white silver screen.
But the hurt is just as bad.
When l had to watch you go.

No Surprise

2010-07-06T19:36:00.001+08:00

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God know we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no, as no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this, it's easier to see the reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

The kiss goodnight, it comes with me
Both wrong and right, our memories
The whispering before we sleep, just one more thing that you can't keep
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

P/S: You can dedicate this song to the people you dislike :D

Rotten Berry

2010-06-16T21:28:00.002+08:00

This picture was taken when I first bought my Blackberry half a year ago.

But now I'm sick of it cause it's giving a hell load of problems. Batt drains mad fast, phone restart by itself and the sound quality is bad (that's because I dropped it while clubbing, but i still push the blame to the phone whatever). Though its giving me so much problems I still don't wanna get an iPhone. Never! If KeXin saw this she surely pester to me change to iPhone. Lol! NO! I still prefer qwerty keyboard cause I got big fingers hahahhahah! Oh and I can type super fast with qwerty then touch screen!When I thought of a new phone to get I'll come back to blog.

Classic

2010-05-31T08:40:00.001+08:00

你要的爱

虽然经常梦见你
还是毫无头绪
外面正在下着雨
今天是星期几
But I don`t know
你去那里
虽然不曾怀疑你
还是忐忑不定
谁是你的那个唯一
原谅我怀疑自己
我明白
我要的爱
会把我宠坏
像一个小孩
只懂在你怀里坏
你要的爱
不只是依赖
要像个大男孩
风吹又日晒
生活自由自在

Where I fell in love

2010-05-28T16:38:00.004+08:00

I want to go back Paris, I don't want to stay here.

Shattered

2010-05-22T21:56:00.003+08:00

I'm tired of all the disappointments..This time I won't look back.

I've fallen sick :(

2010-05-20T13:36:00.000+08:00

38.2 degrees. FML :(

Feeling It

2010-05-16T00:44:00.002+08:00

Feeling. When it's gone, it's gone. I feel I'm losing you day by day, bit by bit..

Started to blog at Tumblr but I'm not disclosing the link to anyone. You can never find it unless you know what I really love. Trying to break the bad habits. Glad I didn't drink nor club today and back home at 12plus on a Saturday night. Anticipating August to come! Quick come quick come!! Which means I'll be old too :(

Stop Motion

2010-04-27T11:53:00.000+08:00

My Past

2010-04-19T10:27:00.000+08:00

Random picture of me 4 years ago zz

My Stupid Face

2010-04-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

Try reading it in Cantonese, it makes more sense..

Need You Know

2010-04-07T22:36:00.001+08:00

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now

Ooh...

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now
I just need you now

Oh baby I need you now...

mundane

2010-03-24T22:22:00.003+08:00

Zouk w Bros

2010-03-07T20:33:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday 21st Cai Shu Mei! I was the offical photographer at her birthday took loads of pictures but very little of me in it. Anyway went to club with Nicholas and Yee Min my bros from secondary school. Woo the chick at Phuture were hot! Got chance going back there again next week (:

sleepy

2010-03-01T08:34:00.000+08:00

I need more sleep. Booking in soon after my appointment. I seriously need more sleep. I'm going to cut down clubbing and drinking from this week onwards before I become an alcoholic lol. Damn gotta go prepare my stuff and all will blog again soon when I booked out.

Why are Mondays so far away from Fridays and Fridays so close to Mondays?

Happy

2010-02-21T21:31:00.001+08:00

Leona Lewis - Happy
Someone once told me
That you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by

So unhappy but safe as could be
So what if it hurts me
So what if I break down
So what if this world

Just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about
Other pain in front of me
Cause I'm just tryna be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah
Holding on tightly

Just can't let it go
Just tryna play my roll
Slowly diasappear, oh
Well all these tears
They feel like they're the same
Just different faces,
Different names
Get me outta here
Well I can stand by the side, oh no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So what if it hurts me
So what if I break down
So what if this world
Just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground

I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about
Other pain in front of me
Cause I'm just tryna be happy
So any turns that I can't see
I'll count a stranger on this road
But don't save it down
Don't say anythng

So what if it hurts me
So what if I break down
So what if this world
Just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound

Don't care about
All the pain in front of me
I'm just wanna be happy
Happy happy
Just wanna be
I Just wanna be happy..

Gathering 2010

2010-02-17T21:49:00.001+08:00

Thanks for coming guys! Friends for 9 years and still counting (:

Happy CNY!

2010-02-14T12:48:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! I'll update more later! Gonna go visiting now $.$

just a note

2010-02-07T14:50:00.003+08:00

Finally I can take a break from driving. I rushed at least 3-4 practical lessons each week in order to get my driving licence as soon as possible. I completed all my training stages what is left is my TP test which I booked in early March! I'm so used to checking blind spot that sometimes even when I walk on the streets I got the habit of just turning my head back lol.

From next weekend onwards I can finally enjoy the full weekend without having to rush for driving lessons. The first thing I wanna do is go tanning! I need that tan badly!

Went clubbing with Nicholas yesterday @ Zouk with his friends. Saw Shane there my secondary school classmate and some other familiar faces too. There was a guest dj yesterday night think his name was Kevin the crowd was mad seriously. Packed to the core! You squeeze me, I squeeze me. I got ass-grabbed a couple of time but some drunkard -o-" wtf.

New Year is just around the corner wooo! Know what this means? Mahjong, Blackjack, Dai Dee you name it! $.$ Gonna try win back what I lost last year close to a hundred bucks T_T

NS have been sucking away my Saturdays like no body's business, missed three French classes out of five. Will forever be stuck at Bonjour =______________=" thanks man! Waste my three hundred bucks for fuck!

Check this video out! This hot chick can really sing! I'm her new fan!

I wish I could

2010-01-27T18:40:00.001+08:00

Party all the time

Party all the time
Party all the time

If we could party all night
And sleep all day
And throw all of my problems away
My life would be easy
My life would be easy

I would drink and go ou-out with my boo
Party party all the time, yep, thats what I do
Mac models pop bottles, live li-like a sheet(Party)

Monday through sunday every day all the week
Huh I take light in the fast lane zoom
May I join, dont pop till I walk in the room
When the DJs rocking my favorite my song
When he shaking up the speakers like boom boom boom

If we could party all night
And sleep all day
And throw all of my problems away
My life wouldl be easy
My life wouldl be easy

If we could party all night
And sleep all day
And throw all of my problems away
My life would be easy
My life would be easy (If we could)

Party all the time
Party all the time
Party all the time
Party all the time

Party all the time
Party all the time
Party all the time

If we could party party party
Break that body down
Ladies dont stop it
Shake it round and round

Feel that bass popping
And rock to the beat
Just be steady popping
They jumping out their feet
Check it out

Lady got their hands in the ayer
Freaking like they just dont care
Party goingl down like yeah
Somebody say yeah

Check it out, check it out What
Check it out, check it out, check it out What
Now you check it out, check it out What
Ima party hard like theres no turning back

What you gon' do
Party all night
And sleep all day
And throw all of my problems away

My life would be easy
Our lives would be easy
If we could party all night
And sleep all day
And throw all of my problems away

My life would be easy
My life would be easy
I dont give a fuck
Ima 'bout to get loose
Ima take take take take shots get drunk of goose
Ima live my fucking life
Ima party all night, all day, anytime

I dont care if its right
I wanna party party party
Party all day, party all the way
I wanna party like in Visa
We dont need no Visa
Party like Visa

I dont need one either
Take me to the club
I need to dance
Ima 'bout to dance

Girl Im gonna take you to the club
So we can dance
If we could party all night
And sleep all day
And throw all of my problems away

My life would be easy
My life would be easy
If we could party all night

And sleep all day
And throw all of my problems away
My life would be easy
My life would be easy

Party all the time
Party all the time
Party all the time

gone

2010-01-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

buzz

2010-01-17T18:44:00.004+08:00

Just a short update. I've been busy lately didn't have the time to go online what more about blogging. I'm currently blogging on my blackberry while waiting for dins to be served.

Recently I've started to picked up driving again carrying on from where I left before enlistment. If everything goes smooth, should be able to get my license in March since my TP test is at the start of March. I picked up a new language, French! I always find French very romantic and refine. We are progressing very slowly and it will take one year to finish up the elementary text book. Sheesh! Wonder when I will be able to speak a full sentence fluently. There's also badminton training on weekends and I have to take time out to spend time with my folks and friends.

I want to keep myself busy so I won't have the time to think about you, my life and my future.

Badminton yesterday was stupid lol. W and I were trying to impress the cute girl with our skills during the game and in the end we lost =o=" hahahah! Try harder next time. Hope she will come next week!

If there's time I'll show you guys my badminton rackets collection! Red is my fave colour! Goes with my shoe, shirt and racket!

P/S: I'm feeling empty and lonely. But I holding on..

01012010

2010-01-02T17:11:00.002+08:00

(Yes I sure know how to act cute..)

(Damn that stupid pimple below my eye -.-)

What do you do on the first day of New Year? You club. Went clubbing with Nicholas @ DoubleO. Drank till drunk, love the feeling of getting wasted but the music wasn't good. Ohh well at least the drinks were cheap (:

2010

2010-01-01T12:13:00.001+08:00

First entry for 2010.

2009 have been a great year but I wish 2010 would be better.

My resolution for this year simple- I want to change for the better, give more and ask less. There! That doesn't seem too difficult to achieve right?

Gonna put up a an entry about the highlights of 2009 soon. This would be the best year ever I hope!

when its gone its gone

2009-12-28T21:54:00.001+08:00

Love cannot be one sided, takes two to make a pair. If you want things to work you gotta play your part. I believe chances are very delicate once they are gone, they're gone. If you did'nt grab hold to yours, you got no one else to blame but yourself. I missed out on a lot chances before so I treasure every chance that come by now.

look who's back?

2009-12-27T18:01:00.001+08:00

if only..

2009-12-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

Let's make out in the rain :P

Merry Christmas

2009-12-25T08:33:00.002+08:00

Have a happy holiday (:

P/S: Can't wait for my christmas pressie to be delivered to me in 4 hours time! XD

miss my bmt days

2009-12-21T14:01:00.002+08:00

That was during my POP day from BMT 3 months plus ago. Mom & Dad took time off to come see me! I was the first row during the march pass just behind the contingent commander my OC. They gave us only 5 mins to take pictures during the parade, parents were running around looking for their child lol that's the best shot I can get the rest either blocked by people or my head was cut off (Dad was the camera man >_>) hahaha!

miss my hair

2009-12-21T13:53:00.000+08:00

This was my hairstyle 2 years ago when i had bangs...

Merry xXmas!

2009-12-20T17:55:00.003+08:00

This year Christmas I want it to be simple, a quiet one. This year it's different, I haven't got much things on my wish list. If there's really a Santa Claus out there I've got only one wish on my wish list which a card holder. It's that simple.

I'm going to buy myself a bicycle, it's a Christmas present for myself. I miss Jacqueline! She went China holiday for one month and sent me two e-mails only! =X

P/S: Where do I stand in your heart?

baked

2009-12-13T22:09:00.002+08:00

Damn I got sun burnt all over! Pain pain pain. There is a distinct colour between my butt cheeks and my back because of my trunks lol. The tan is uneven :( sad. I'm going to book back to camp tomorrow hope everything will be smooth sailing. Christmas is coming and I haven't got any plan yet, any ideas? I love my family.

I love my blackberry.

P/S: What have you given so far to ask for returns? What's your priority?

sun baking

2009-12-13T17:40:00.002+08:00

Went tanning with Kel today at Jurong East Swimming complex. Update more wen I'm back from dins.

2009-12-07T16:15:00.004+08:00

I love my Blackberry. I love my Blackberry. I love my Blackberry.

I will never feel bored with my Blackberry Bold. There's so much happenings in that little phone of mine. That is if you install the applications into it. I downloaded a couple of new themes to my phone. Currently using the Spongebob theme. Thanks MOM! It was an early Christmas gift from Mom!

Too bad I can't bring "you" (Blackberry) back to camp otherwise we could spend so much time together understanding and entertaining each other lol. Thanks MOM yet again! Why didn't I get this phone earlier?

Was stunned yesterday when Dad bought a billabong boardshorts for me which costs $110! WTF! It's $110! I could have top up $40 and get a Fredperry shirt. It's one expensive shorts wear it everyday and everywhere to make it worth.

New Moon is better than Twilight that's what I feel. I bought the sound track cd because the songs are really nice! It's been donkey years since I last bought a cd. In case you're wondering how am I able to blog at this time that's because I'm on MC, will be going back to camp later =X

Gonna miss my Blackberry!

just for laughs

2009-12-06T10:50:00.001+08:00

Over 10 million views...

lost

2009-11-30T11:56:00.002+08:00

I cannot imagine how life would be without you.

2009-11-30T11:14:00.003+08:00

Did I told you I left my Ipod Nano in the cab on the way home? I called the cab driver but he say there's nothing there, either he kept it or other passengers picked it up. I only used it for 2 months and now it's gone. T____T may the bastard who took my Ipod Nano burn in hell.

I'm on MC resting at home now, gotta return to camp tonight. I hope this week would end within a blink of an eye. Pray hard won't get picked for duty.

P/S: Picture was taken in one of Taiwan dessert store. Oh heck I miss Taiwan!

eton modnar

2009-11-29T15:00:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to "I want to break free" by Queen. Wish I could break free from all the shit I'm going through now.

Spend the pass few days accompanying Mom to view flats. Yes we are moving! Not telling you guys the area till its confirmed but it will still be in the West. Will probably be moving by the end of this year or maybe next fingers crossed.

Oh yeah did I tell you guys I struck 4D? Lol! It's the second time in my life! Though it's just Consolation prize but what the heck at least I won! After investing so much into Singapore Pool finally they are paying some dividends back to me!

Got many things to share with you guys but time is not on my side. Got to fly! Maybe I'll blog more later when I free.

i want to break free

2009-11-29T14:42:00.003+08:00

Macau is sure a beautiful place., visit the place if you have the chance.

lovely day

2009-11-28T14:55:00.000+08:00

"Pretty women walking down the street..."

3D 2N Hong Kong + Maccau Getaway!

2009-11-22T19:30:00.001+08:00

1 day in Hong Kong and 2 Days in Maccau. What can I say? Maccau is like a mini Las Vegas. Beautiful. Totally enjoyed myself, will blog about my trip when I have time.

2009-11-16T21:14:00.002+08:00

I've been spending quite a fair bit of time at the bookstore reading, searching for good books to read. I decided to spend my time more wisely nowadays. I've also learnt to look forward and let the past go. When it's gone, it's gone. I've moved on..

P/S: I have been defeated. I can no longer fight no more. You win. I'm leaving for now.

you will always be in my heart

2009-11-16T20:44:00.003+08:00

If only you were still here by my side...

blown away

2009-11-08T12:35:00.002+08:00

never get sick of me

2009-11-08T03:14:00.001+08:00

Ugly but at least I have some hair to bare.

french kiss

2009-11-01T19:21:00.003+08:00

"A French kiss or snog is a kiss, usually romantic or sexual in nature, in which one participant's tongue touches the other's tongue and usually enters his or her mouth.

French kissing stimulates the lips, tongue and mouth, which are all areas very sensitive to touch, and the practice is considered to be pleasurable, highly intimate, and sexually arousing."

-Credits to Wikipedia.

on a random note

2009-11-01T11:45:00.002+08:00

I'm dissapointed in myself.

Life in SISPEC is about to end in two weeks time. Still far from getting my 3SG rank. Been doing the same stuff over and over again. NS is a total waste of time. I've got a long list of things I wanna do but it's impossible to complete when I'm in NS.

Badminton is the only thing that keeps me looking forward to weekend.

P/S: Don't forget me.

stressed up

2009-10-26T20:01:00.000+08:00

I need a break. A break from everything. Grant me one would ya?

Life sucks being me

2009-10-18T21:10:00.002+08:00

You don't want to be me now! I'm going through shit now no kidding! Trying real hard to cope hope I can make through this week! Wish me luck alright! :))

Going back to camp now! A million sad faces!

P/S: Hope I'll have a blast this weekend!

Bid goodbyes

2009-10-11T20:55:00.001+08:00

Going back to camp, this sucks man. I just bought a new set of speakers, wireless keyboard and mouse haven't got the chance to test it out yet and I need to head back to camp. Have to wait for another week before I get the chance to try them out. Argh! Miss me.

Something happened recently it affected me a lot. But before confirmation have been made I'll try to stay calm first. Hope it isn't true. Praying for that little glimpse of hope.

500 days of summer

2009-10-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

500 days of Summer- 2 words, romantic comedy. 8Days rate the movie 5 popcorns!

one and only preston

2009-10-05T21:58:00.004+08:00

I miss Preston badly. I dreamt of preston last night he died in my arms. Tears filled my eyes. After he left half a year ago i haven't heard any news from him. Wonder how is he doing? Did the new owner love and dote him as much as i did. Did they play with him? Feed him? Is preston still alive?? The dreamt felt so realistic, preston stopped breathing in my arms, his head fell on the ground. Is this a sign that he had already left? I am unable to contact the owner, no contact was given. Memories of preston @ www.dearpreston.blogspot.com I really miss him. I wanna see him now..i pray hard he is still in good health, happy as ever. It is my fault, all mine. I can't seem to control the fucking tears! Argh!

memories from taiwan

2009-09-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

enlistment day

2009-09-21T20:25:00.005+08:00

Candid shot taken by my Mom at Superdog. I seriously look like fuck here lol. All my officers and bunkmates told me my hair style caught their attention especially after I remove the cap lol.

Anyway tomorrow will be my first day in SISPEC hopes everything turns out well! Wish me luck!

how i celebrated hari raya

2009-09-20T23:31:00.004+08:00

Spent $48 to catch two soft toys for Jacquline and now she's one happy girl and I'm one poor guy. Lol just kidding! I'm happy when she's happy cause we are best friends..

P/S: For those who wanna know about my posting, posted to SISPEC cause I didn't want OCS.

2009-09-15T09:43:00.001+08:00

If I’m in Hell and you are in Heaven, I’ll look up and be glad of you. But if I’m in Heaven and you are in Hell, I’ll pray to God to send me down because the heaven is not heaven without YOU!

Random notes on Taiwan

2009-09-14T09:50:00.002+08:00

Here are five things you may not know about Taiwan:
1) Vehicles on the road are very quiet, no one horns even if an accident is about to happen.
2) Taiwan toilet bowl flushes very quietly doesn't make as much noise as Singapore toilet bowls.
3) You get a token when you buy a one way trip MRT ticket instead of a card and the token works exactly the same as an Ez-link card.
4) Toilets are very clean wherever you go.
5) Taiwan girls all look like barbie dolls, makes you wanna collect them all.

Off to Taipei101 =)

Chillin in Taiwan

2009-09-12T21:25:00.002+08:00

I'm in Taipei now if ya didn't know. Wanna know about what I am doing now in Taipei go to my Twitter page or follow me www.twitter.com/kissmyarse

POP loh

2009-09-10T11:53:00.002+08:00

090909. Jaguar 03/09 offically POP loh! Goodbye Tekong forever!

Spot me in the picture. I think I look ugly without my hair damn sad =X

Counting Down to P.O.P

2009-09-06T13:03:00.004+08:00

Wooot! I'm going to POP soon! It's fucking awesome! 3 more days! Also, next week I will be flying off to Taiwan! Zhang Hui Mei welcomes me to Taiwan! Will be residing in Xi Men Ting, coincidentally Teh KeXin will be staying there too. Might meet up if possible! Can't wait to jump into the Wen Quan lol! I need that break before going to my new unit. POP LOHHHHH!!! Still fucking long till ORD =___=".

Teaching Mom how to use the DSLR so she could snap shots of my POP!

Cadbury Commerical

2009-08-30T11:52:00.002+08:00

One word. Hilarious.

Retail Therapy @ ION with Jacqueline

2009-08-30T11:15:00.011+08:00

I'll make it short see if you understand.

Met Jacq. Shop around town. Went Ion. Bought hell load of stuff. Walk by Taka. Snap a shot of President S.R Nathan. Continue shopping at Cinnelesuire. Bid goodbye to Jacq.

Met Parents at LIDO. Ate dinner at DOME. Steal glances at the cute waitress. Parents was watching.
Didn't get a chance to ask for her number. Will return next weekend. Knock into Nicholas. Bought ticks for Final Destination. Didn't enjoyed the movie. Rant about it. Chill at TCC with Parents. Cabbed home.

Just Chillin

2009-08-24T05:26:00.003+08:00

Went clubbing with Nicholas last Saturday and got wasted once again. I'm not a clubber i'm just there for the alcohol. Hate to admit this but i have been drinking quite abit recently. When i get wasted i forget all my troubles feels damn good, and nope i'm not addicted to alcohol just that its the fastest way to relieve stress..what causes these stress? NS

Just another day in camp

2009-08-18T22:25:00.002+08:00

1 hour 20min to my 20th birthday, i'm counting down myself in camp. Someone mentioned before that when you hit the big 2 everything doubles up. Spending my birthday in camp, its goning to be another normal day of training. It's kinda sad ya but its ok since i had a wonderful celebration on saturday. Wish me luck tomorrow will run smoothly won't get kan for anything. Shen ri kuai le :) thanks for the wishes guys!

Happy 20th Birthday

2009-08-16T12:55:00.003+08:00

Celebrated my birthday on 15th August because the actual day 19th August falls on a bloody weekday which means I can't book out. Had dinner with the same old pals at DOME @ Dempsey Hill. Thanks for coming!

I love my birthday cake cause it has me on it. It's strawberry vanilla flavour. Lol! Mom chose the background colour of the cake. Didn't have time to choose some nicer pictures cause I was in camp when Mom asked me to send her a picture of myself, on hand I only got one which is my e51 wallpaper so I sent her that.

Thanks to those who came, Jacqueline, Sabrina, Nicholas, Royce, Harry and Jayden. Hope you guys had fun! I sure did.

Went clubbing after dinner. Only me, Jacq and Jayden went clubbing the rest of them got things on Sunday so they didn't go.

Clubbed @ Butterfactory. One word, Bad. The music was bad really bad same with the flooring lol, Jayden say they put butter on the floor thats why its so sticky.

Guess what? I got drunk, drank too much. Long story.

I don't remember much what I did yesterday till Jacq called me an hour ago to fill me in the details. Dramatic. Lol. But thanks Jacq for taking care of me even though you were running late already.

Now big thanks to bro Jayden, he stayed by me the whole time after Jacq left and send me home when he didn't know exactly where I stay. I couldn't walk properly the whole time as my head was really heavy and my legs were tired. Jacq say I kept telling them this:" I am not drunk really really, I can still drink some more." She said I repeat that sentence to her over a hundred times. Anyway thanks bro for sending back home safe and sound appreciate it. Was almost 5am when I reached home.

I recall this funny scenario when I was drunk, when we board the cab, Jacq immediately told the driver to go Bukit Batok my house but I told the driver in chinese, :"Uncle Wo Yao Qu Bt. Timah Chi Supper Xie Xie" after a while I look at my surroundings and we were on the way home so I told him again "Uncle Wo Yao Qu Bt. Timah bu shi Bt Batok" I repated it over a dozen times and he still ignore me no reply from him. I was quite piss then why didn't he go Bt Timah.

When I call Jacq to ask her why the taxi uncle didn't drive us to Bt Timah, it's because he's Malay LOL! He didn't understand what I said. Even I repeated it a hundred times he won't understand still LOL!

Thanks Mom for the D80! Thanks dad! Thanks for gifts everyone! 3 more days to my offical 20th birthday!

2009-08-12T19:18:00.002+08:00

I am getting a dslr for my birthday! Thanks mom! Either Nikon D80 or D90 woo! When it comes to dslr i'm a noob. I have been using compact cameras all my life, just point and shoot. But seriously dslr is getting more common nowadays as people becomes more affluent. Going for the dslr workshop next month when I get my dslr. Mom's getting it tomorrow woo! I am using my e51 to blog which dosen't allow me to paragraph my entry so bear with me I'm almost done. Army life having been rather fine, tough but still able to cope. Mind over body is the key to getting through all those shit. My commanders are asking me to consider ocs, will give a serious thought about it. Anyway blink of an eye I have been in the army for over a month now, in less than a month its my pop! Can't wait to go Taiwan holiday during my block leave! On a random note, I feel that people uses smile to hide their true emotion. The geniune smile is long lost. A smile can mean a lot of things except being happy. People uses smile to hide their frastratution, worries, anger, jealously, pain. A smile is no longer a smile but a mask to hide your true emotion..

Just Me Being Stupid

2009-08-11T22:43:00.003+08:00

Surprise why I'm able to blog? Shouldn't I be in camp? Those who saw my tweet yesterday would have know that I visited the emergency ward at NUH. I was sick, having bad headaches and was puking too. Thus, I was given 3 days MC to rest at home. Since I can't leave my house and I felt so much better today I decided to play with my webcam.

It's just me being stupid. Don't take it too seriously.

P/S: My 20th birthday is coming, pressies please.

Where's my life?

2009-08-02T17:26:00.001+08:00

I don't think I look that bad without hair right?

Weird Dream

2009-08-02T12:02:00.000+08:00

I had a weird dream last night.

In my dream i was strolling on the beach alone. It was very windy, dark angry clouds took control of the sky. I came across this old wooden bridge and decided cross it. There was fog everywhere I couldn't get a clear vision of my path ahead.

It was really quiet, there wasn't a single soul. After walking for some time I finally came to the end of the bridge, I took a quick glance of my surroundings and realise i was in Switzerland. The houses looked so familiar and so did the scenery.

But it was just a dream and in another 20mins I'm leaving for camp. I miss my friends. Tomorrow is Field Camp good luck to me. I'm prepared to have a major breakout because of the camo! =(

I booked out last Friday at 1pm because it was a reward given to those who got Gold for IPPT/NAPFA and surprisingly I got gold. I maxed out 5 points for every station. I'm stunned myself too.

Udders provides excellence service!

2009-07-26T14:26:00.002+08:00

Udders ice cream is more than just a ice-cream shop. At least the outlet at West Mall provides great customer service.

Two weeks ago, Mom ordered 5 scoops of durian ice-cream to be packed away. When Mom went back home she realised there were only 4 scoops packed. She called Udders and the staff who served her realised she left out one pack, so she offered to send the ice-cream to our house. She took down our address and directions to our house.

To my surprise she really did sent it to our door step personally and kept apologising to us. She even brought us one more scoop to make it up to us, but Mom insisted on paying for it.

I totally applaud Udders for their good customer service. It's been a long time since I experience such great service. So you guys should give Udders at West Mall a try.

Time to book in already. Till next week ciao! T_T

Mini Updates

2009-07-26T11:38:00.002+08:00

I'm pressing for time so I'll just give a short update.

9th July- Enlistment Day

Took the shuttle bus to the ferry terminal. Was feeling very nervous and a little scared yet I tried to remained calm. I looked around me at the ferry terminal no one owns a smilier hair cut as me, Mohawk style. I was attracting a wee bit of unwanted attention. Mom and Dad was giving me words of encouragement and support on our way there. After the Oath ceremony it was time to bid goodbye. Mom cried as expected when I hugged her, Dad remained calm and cool as usual but I could tell from his eyes that he was devastated deep within.

Called them at night, Dad and Mom was fighting like kids to talk to me on the phone lol! Dad followed Mom around the house when I was speaking to her. It was the first time in years that Dad told me he really missed me and was waiting for me to return home. His words meant a lot to me. Dad is usually a man of little words and like most typical Dads saying mushy words like I love you was hardly heard. It meant a great deal to me when he told me these words on the phone. I was really touched. During that spur moment I felt like going back home immediately but it was just a thought for that moment only.

Anyway skipped to Day 16...

24th July- Booked Out

Let me list the food that I ate during the past 2 days.

BBQ Chicken Surpreme- Pizza Hut
Beef Lasange- Pizza Hut
Cheese Fries- KFC
Waffles with Ice Cream- Gelare
2 Head Abolone- Ah Yat Abolone
Bird Nest Egg Tart- Ah Yat Abolone
Buddha Jumps Over the Wall- Ah Yat Abolone
Soft Shell Crab- Ah Yat Abolone
Crab Meat Fried Rice- Ah Yat Abolone
Cheesecake- Coffeebean
McGriddle Meal- McDonald
DON Chicken Pie- DON Pie
Shepeard Pie- DON Pie
Gyu Don- Sakae Sushi
Sashimi Sushi- Sakae Sushi
Ugnagi Sushi- Sakae Sushi
MOS Cheese Burger- MOS
Crayfish Pasta- Swensens

Yup that's the food I ate for the past 2 days not including the meal I'm eating later before I booked in. I ate like nobody business. I ate until I nearly vomit but I still continue. Can't get enough of the good food. Only when you are in my plight then you'll understand why I need to so much. The good thing is, even though I consumed so much food my weight stays the same =)

My upper body didn't grew at all still the same, only my legs became more toned. Maybe need a month more to see the difference. I thought that I will be the only one who has six pac when I enter camp cause my bunk mates seems skinny but i'm wrong, 8 out of 14 got six pac too. I'm not special =.="

Monday is my Napfa/IPPT, aiming to get gold! Hope I can be the fastest runner in the whole of Jaguar Company since I came in 7th last time. My only obstacle is standing broad jump, my long legs for show nia, when I jump its only at the passing border!

Didn't meet up with any friends because I wanna spend my first bookout with my parents. Going clubbing on my seconds bookout, anyone interested?

My bunk mates are mad funny.

Random

2009-07-08T23:50:00.003+08:00

Follow me on Twitter I will blogged there.

WWW.TWITTER.COM/KISSMYARSE

Btw, I'm not mad at Shumei and Sabrina anymore. They are after all my BFFs for 8 years. They left a gift on my door. Their beautiful pictures. Will miss you babes!

Last words before Enlistment

2009-07-08T21:49:00.003+08:00

This is going to be a really long entry.

Time check, 10pm. I doubt I will be able to sleep tonight. 9th July 10.30am Pulau Tekong BMT School 1, Augustine Khoo enlistment to SAF. Bye bye pink I/C have a good rest, you have been squashed in my wallet since the day I received you. Welcome green card!

Hmm...where should I start?

Family.

I'm going to miss my parents. Dad and Mum have been telling me a hell lot of stuff, mostly experiences in camp they heard from their friends. I can see they are worried sick.

Mum told me this, "Keep all your things well, hide your money. Don't let people know you got money. If anybody asks, tell them you got a lot of younger brother and sisters to take care, family very poor, in financial difficulty than they won't bully you. They will think you are one of them and befriend you. Be humble and act dumb, you'll be very safe like that."

I wonder if it will work? On the other hand...

Dad told me this, "If got ah bengs there go join them. Mix with them they will protect you. If they wah lau eh you wah lau eh too, they scold vulgarities you join them too. See which gang the biggest you join them than you will be safe. Don't act smart, they wrong don't correct them join them act blur. Anything call me, Daddy got a lot of friends who are senior officers in army see if they will be able to help. Don't worry."

Replied: Yes Daddy, yes Mummy. Don't worry I will be fine. Hmm...

Can see their anxiety on they faces can't blame them only son going to enlist. Lol.

They told me to inform them when my first book out, they will take off and be ready at the ferry terminal to fetch me home and we'll eat some proper food. Well, I'm sure things will not be that bad inside right? Whatever it is, I'm going to miss my folks. I love you Daddy and Mummy! I promise to take care of myself, you have my word.

Badminton.

Today I brought some gifts for the players in my group and told them I'm going to enlist tomorrow. They will shocked, they thought I was going to enlist in October like what I told everyone else. The players in the group are all working adults, most of them are working adults who are married with kids. I'm the youngest there but I clicked with everyone. They treat me very well, tell me about their kids and their work. Gave me advices on how to improve my game. To sum it all, they are a group of really nice people!

They wanted to throw me a farewell party before I go in if only I told them earlier. I intentionally chose not to tell them my enlistment date until the eleventh hour because I'm afraid I can't control tears and will even miss them more. So I chose to tell them today just before I enlist tomorrow.

They took turns to take pictures with me, gave me hugs and kisses. It was really very warmth and touching that your absence could affect their emotions. I played with them four times a week for the past half year. We have feelings for each other.

It was really touching when they say, "We will surely miss you! Your laughter, your smile and your voice. You brought so much joy to everyone here. Anytime you want to play, we welcome you. Take good care of yourself. Don't give up badminton. We await your next game with us"

How can you not be touch when you hear this?

Anyway though they won't be seeing this I just want to say thank you.

Thank you Ti Ti for being my best partners in mixed doubles. Your front netting is really good! Thanks for the calender! You will improve, I'm sure!

Thank you Uncle Peter for giving me tips and correcting my mistakes. Partnering me when I'm not up to standard and saving a lot of balls when I was lazy to run. Thanks!

Thank you Lyn(Korean Girl), I always smash you and yet you never complain. Instead you took the opportunity to learn how to return my smashes. You improved a lot! You are of the best female players there! Keep up.

Thank you Sebastian for smashing me -.-" don't even know why I thank you lol. Just kidding, at least you gave me many opportunities to learn and point out my mistakes.

Thank you Angelina. You keep texting me and gave me encouraging words. I will miss you too. Take care of your arm, don't over strain it. Have adequate rest.

Thank you David for your constant encouragement and praises.

Thanks to the other players there Ong, Bernice, Lina, Hong and Erica.

Didn't get to see Shun Wei that little boy I mentioned in my past entry. Not sure if I will be able to play with you again. Yet, I wish you all the best. Improve your badminton don't let people bully you.

I wish everyone good luck in whatever they are doing. I'll miss you guys, take care! Long live badminton! Wooooo!

Tian Xia Mei You Bu Shan De Yan Xi.

Yup that's about all.

Friend.

Time check it's 11pm already! Got to make this fast, have to sleep early. Tomorrow wake up 7am.

I'll make this quick! Mom is nagging so is Dad! Shhhhh!

Disappointed tomorrow all my close friends are working, can't send me in. I received all their best wishes. Thanks guys!

I have no time to name everyone out so this is to all my friends:

Take care of yourself, especially now H1N1 is so hot in town. You can still message me or call me, only difference is I'll reply slower, much much slower. I'm not disappearing into thin air, so we can still meet up when I book out provided my hair grow back.

My last 3 days before Enlistment.

Day 1.

Meet up with Royce to go Sentosa. Thanks for accompanying me! It's been 7 years since I last step foot there, so much has changed. I was a big sua gu teng =.=" and I didn't know there where a few beaches, I always thought there was one only. Mainly because my parents always brought me to the same one. Went to Cafe Del Mar to chill and tan. Less than 2 hours it poured down, nonetheless I enjoyed it. Thanks bro. Went to gym after that and head home to change to meet another bro Jayden.

Met Jayden at the Cathay, after knowingly him for so much years I just found out he dosen't eat sushi. Lol. We ate at POMO. Know wheres that? Ask him. Went to P.S for our supper and cam whore outside there. We set the timer and jump like mad. Tons of unglam shots! Lol! I keep focusing on when the flash was coming and didn't pay attention to my expression, in the end... LOL!

Day 2

Hangout with another bro, Harry. Chilled, played pool and had lots fun.

Day 3

Family day!

No time already. Sleep now.

Nuffnang-Nokia Blogging Contest

2009-07-05T00:01:00.003+08:00

This is the story(below) I made up using song titles found in Nokia Music Store. By looking at my story you can tell Nokia Music Store has an extensive range of songs from all different genres. Making up a story was a piece of cake since there were so many song titles to choose from. I came up with a few stories but finally settled for this because of the sense of humor it carries. Credits to my creative brain.

Just to share with you there were some other titles which I find quite amusing which you may use if you taking part in the contest too. Here they are:

-I didn't mean to turn you on
-Dirty underwear
-You are fart away
-Fuck My Shit Stinks
-L.O.L. Lack of Love

"Shake up with Nokia Comes With Music!"

Ignorance

2009-07-04T14:40:00.007+08:00

I've got two ignorant friends. Obviously they don't watch the news or read the newspaper.

4th July 2009 which is today I was suppose to meet up with two of my best friends. We planned the outing two weeks ago. It was suppose to be our last outing together before I enlist to NS. I text them yesterday to inform them about the time and our meeting place, no reply.

I assumed they got the message and were informed about it. The next morning which was today I text them and called them, no reply and didn't pick up. After a couple of hours later, one of them replied me saying they would not meet me because they were afraid I contracted H1N1!

I was freaking piss! I was like wtf? 8 years of friendship? Come on! Nicholas and Royce have been meeting their friends already. I alighted the cruise at KL for a mere few hours and they were afraid I contracted the disease? What's the odds?(I'll get to that later) I took extra precaution of myself while on board, I washed my hands with soap, wear a mask when I was in crowded areas, dart off immediately when people coughs or sneeze. If that's not enough I carried anti-bacteria wipes along with me and hand sanitizer which I used every few mins. My hand was already peeling because of over applying it! Can you believe it? I was so paranoid to such an extent. I bet I am even cleaner then them. Gosh!

What further pisses me off is their ignorance and 'kiasi-ness'. You think I went KL for that few hours I'm unsafe. How about you? Resting your butt at home that makes you safe? Not leaving Singapore makes you safe? Fat hope dumbos! Sighs!

Let me calculate the probability for you and we shall slowly analyze the situation. But before that please take a look at the picture below got it from MOH website: http://www.moh.gov.sg/mohcorp/default.aspx

Singapore has 969 cases of H1N1, 0 deaths and 96 new cases. Yes, the little red dot you guys are living in has almost 1K of people infected with H1N1. If you thought there were only 200-300 of cases like what it was reported one week ago, you're wrong!

Take a look at the picture below gotten it from the same source:

112 cases of H1N1, 0 Deaths and 0 new cases.

From the picture above I'm sure even the blind are able to tell you which place is safer to be in right? Okay let's assume you are blind! You still can't tell which place is safer. Let me calculate the probability for you using the mathematical way.

Let's see,

SINGAPORE
H1N1 cases in Singapore: 969
Singapore Population (June 2008): 4,839, 400.

Probability: 969 / 4,839,400 = 0.000200231

In Percentage: 0.02%

MALAYSIA
H1N1 cases in Malaysia: 112
Malaysia Population (June 2008): 25,274,132.

Probability: 112 / 25,274,132 = 0.0000043414

In Percentage: 0.0004%

Conclusion:
Oh boy this is hard! I can't tell the difference leh! Singapore is 0.02% chance of kena H1N1 and Malaysia is 0.0004%. How ah? Which one more dangerous?

*Starts to panic and takes a calculator to count*

*Starts perspiring profusely*

This is hard after hours I finally calculated that staying in Singapore has a higher percentage of getting H1N1. OMG! AHHHHH!

*Packs bag and goes to Malaysia* =.="

It doesn't take a genius to answer you, even a 3 years old kid can answer that question or a intellectual challenged person of an IQ 20 can tell you the answer. You don't need a certificate to answer do you? No dumb dumb unless you're dumber than them.

You think living in Singapore is very safe? Think again. Earlier on I called them and found out one of them had already went out. Oh boy! If you are so worried about getting H1N1 why don't you stay at home? Wait, no you're not safe at home too! Your mother could get it and passes it to you, your father could get it or even you could get it. Still thinking Singapore is safer than Malaysia? Boo!

I hate to be sarcastic, you forced me to. I was really down when the outing we planned weeks ago was cancelled because you thought I may get infected with H1N1. Look at the term I used is "MAY", if I'm down with the symptoms I absolutely understand if you don't want to meet up. But, I'm perfectly healthy dumb dumb I only went to Malaysia for 3 hours. Is not as if I came back from United States or Australia right?

This is real disappointing I bough gifts and souvenirs for them every place I set foot in. From France to Switzerland, from Hong Kong to Thailand, from Australia to Japan. Every destination I went they can surely expect something to be brought back for them. Just both of them only. I didn't even get anything for my bros. Though things were expensive in Europe I bought them gifts every country I went without thinking, when it comes to buying something for myself I still have to think twice.

I bought them gifts when I went Bangkok a week ago. I rather throw them away than giving them to you guys. Wait, throwing them away would be a waste I'll eat them even if I don't I'll feed the stray cats in my neighbourhood than give to you all. I bought 5 packets of dried mangoes because one of them love to eat dried mangoes in the end was it worth it? Hell not.

I'm disappointed, very disappointed with you guys. Try to stand from my point of view and think, how would you feel?

I'm going out now to spread to my other friends. *coughs coughs*

Back for Good

2009-07-04T10:00:00.005+08:00

Morning~! After 17 hours of sleep, I'm awake! Dead beat! Didn't slept much on the cruise. When I entered the casino, I got checked like 7 times! The last time I went there I only got checked twice. It was frustrating yet I felt a tad bit happy, cause I feel young again lol. Damn does the hair makes such a big difference? While pulling my luggauge on the way home, I feel like I've been away for a very long time. It feels good to be back home (:

I am utterly dissapointed with my best friends. It's true when people say, only in times of need you'll get to see who your true friends are. I finally seen mine. Don't talk to me, I don't want to hear your excuses. Leave me alone. Fuck off.

Very dissapointed.

Surprise Surprise

2009-07-01T00:05:00.001+08:00

I'm back! It feels great to be back home! After we touched down, I told my parents to bring the luggage back home for me. I went straight to FEP from the airport for my haircut. Got no choice, tomorrow's my hair stylist off day so got to cut today. Appointment at 9pm I was the last customer lol.

He kept asking me are you sure you want to do this? I said yes and nod with a smile (:

Oh boy! Shaved off a LOT of my hair. Head feels lighter. You can't imagine how I look.

Here's the back view:

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Tadah!

I look super young! At least 5 years younger! Woo! I regained my youth! Lol! If you think I will look like shit without my hair you're so fucking wrong. I look better with short hair. You can't see what style I cut from the back. Front view picture will be uploaded soon. Wait your ass off.

Later tonight I'm leaving Singapore again! Going on a cruise with Nicholas and Royce! Casino here I come! Woooo! $.$

P/S: 8 more days!

P/P/S: I'm not gambling addict.

P/P/P/S: My ears are not slanted, I tilt my head -.-"

P/P/P/P/S: I don't reply to one word test message. I even joined Facebook "We hate one word text message" group (:

P/P/P/P/P/S: My mom thinks I've gone mad, smiling to myself while looking at the mirror. LOL!

Childhood Picture

2009-06-29T23:30:00.003+08:00

That's me(above) when I was in K1. It was my birthday that day and I'm all dressed up ready to cut the cake. I look so innocent then, I still am (:

Returning back to Singapore on the 30th June.

Enlistment

2009-06-27T00:03:00.002+08:00

I'm enlisting on 9th July 2009. Counting down 13 more days.

Leaving for Bangkok now, gone for 4 days .

Things to do while I'm gone:

-Leave me a comment if you like.

-Follow me on Twitter

-Cast your vote on the new poll.

-Come back to check out my scheduled post.

Last but not least,

-Miss me (:

New Poll

2009-06-26T00:28:00.001+08:00

After 1436 people have voted for their fave fast food restaurant fries. The winner is...

*Drums roll*

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McDonald! *Fireworks*

Results as follow:

1st) 36% voted for McDonald.

2nd) 25% voted for MOS Burger.

3rd) 24% voted for Long John Sliver.

4th) 8% voted for KFC.

5th) 5% voted for Burger King.

Well, my personal fave would be MOS Burger! Their fries are fat, chunky, and most importantly finger lickin' good! I'm a big fan of McDonald fries until KeXin introduced me to MOS Burger last year. Ever since, I got hooked up! I dine in MOS Burger at least twice every week ordering the same meal every time. MOS Cheese Burger meal, Ice Lemon Tea up size drink (M), up size fries too and 4 packets of Ketchup(I don't take chili), standard.

I'm a boring person, when I'm hooked onto the food I like, I'll have it very frequently until I get sick of it then I will cut back not stop. For those who have been eating McDonald all their life try something new, try MOS Burger. You'll thanks me after trying. Any-o-how congrats McDonald for winning the poll and thanks everyone who have voted.

Here's my new poll(Extreme right, in red): Who do you want as Singapore's next President?

I voted Simon Cowell. Results will unveil 3 months later, start voting.

After party @ Swenens

2009-06-25T00:09:00.002+08:00

After my graduation ceremony, Nicholas drove us to Swensens at Holland Village for an after party. Pictures were way over due, taken on 12th May. Nicholas was teaching Royce how to act cute lol. But seriously Royce looks much better when he smile. Bro smile more lah flash your million dollar smile.

How can you ever resist desserts from Swensens?!

Sorry by Buckcherry

2009-06-24T14:13:00.002+08:00

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren’t the same
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

This time I think I’m to blame
It’s harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It’s never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

I’m sorry baby.
I’m sorry baby, Yeah.
I’m sorry

P/S: Thanks Rand for pointing our the spelling mistakes (:

Work in Progress

2009-06-23T21:22:00.004+08:00

There's no need freak out, nothings wrong with the url. I didn't change the url nor did I deleted my blog. I simply lock the blog for the time being because I'm working on a new skin which you see here.

Why the sudden change in my blog skin? I accidentally deleted the codes of my blog template, because of my butter fingers I lost my blog skin and I didn't backup the codes. Sweet. For those who have seen my previous blog skin before, lucky you cause that will be the last of it.

Therefore, I'm working on a new blog. New blog url, new blog skin, new posts which I will unveil later this week. But that does not mean I'm leaving this blog for good. From now on, I will have two blogs. This one will be for random stuffs which is insignificant and the new one for my personal thoughts.

I'm rather happy with the new blog I created, I customize most of the codes and layout. Simple yet refreshing. The new address will be released soon, work in progress. For now just stay tune for updates.

Talented

2009-06-21T00:21:00.004+08:00

More than a cute blonde with bangs..

Shitty Connection

2009-06-19T17:13:00.002+08:00

Fuck! My connection signals stength indicates "Excellent" but it's so fucking slow! Fuck it. The weather pisses me off! Fucking hot! Roar! Wish I could hide the sun somewhere else! I rather it rains everyday.

I'm having sore throat, feels really uncomfy ):

Leaving for dinner now or else I will be late, yet again -.-

P/S: 2 months away to my birthday, start saving.

It's not too late to make it right.

Random Shots in France, Paris.

2009-06-18T18:46:00.003+08:00

I took over hundred pictures on building and monuments, I doubt you'll be interested. Next stop, Switzerland.

Random Shots in France, Paris.

2009-06-17T13:46:00.007+08:00

Paris is a city of romance. A place love birds should go. I'm not going to elaborate, just visit Paris.

Depress bug came visiting

2009-06-16T19:41:00.005+08:00

Just came back from dinner moments ago. I'm lying on my couch thinking of stuffs. Many many stuffs. I'm a silent thinker and whenever I'm alone I start to think. Though sometimes my actions are childish but my mind is really matured. I don't just think one step ahead, I think many steps ahead, sometimes it may not be a good thing. Thinking too positively will only result in greater disappointment.

I've been feeling down recently. The funny thing is I still act as if I'm ok and comfort my friend who is also down. When deep inside I'm thinking I'm not too far off from you either. I always put a smile on my face even if I'm sad cause I don't want to show my weaker side to others. Everyone thinks my life is so perfect when in fact it's not. I'm a human with emotions too, I'm not forever happy as much as I try to be.

Partly is because of stress I think. Sometimes while walking suddenly my eyes could be filled with tears, ready to roll down any moment.

Most of my friends are busy with their own stuff. Some go ns, some started their career, some working and some are studying. That doesn't leave me with much friends to hang around with. At least I still have some of my close bros around. I seriously wish to go back to my school days where we were so carefree, had so much fun. Yes, I admit I'm living in the past. As time passes, people changed, environment changed, you changed, I changed. Things will not be the same again. It's sad but that's the fact.

I have to move on. Letting go is never easy but it can be done. I try to keep myself preoccupied so I will not have to think of silly stuffs but it's not working. When the night falls, and all stays still, my mind starts to wander again. I play badminton 7 times a week and double sessions on some days. I try to worn myself out so I won't have to think but physically I'm tired, mentally I'm not.

However strong I tried to be sometimes I still need a shoulder to lie on.

After blogging I feel slightly better. My blog is like an old friend where I pour my feelings and sorrow out. It stays and listens quietly.

I'm back to Twittering. So just stay tune to my updates and follow me if you like.

I'm going to miss you.

Ouch, it hurts!

2009-06-14T00:24:00.005+08:00

It hurts, it really does. My toe.

A deep 1mm cut on my big toe and its bleeding :(

I'm really injury prone. I got new and old cuts on me that I don't even know how I got them in the first place. Weird.

I really need to take care of myself if I don't, who's gonna take care of me?

I'm not worry about the cut on my toe, but I'm afraid it will affect my badminton game tomorrow. I invited the Korean girl along too, its going to be fun :)

Just 5 mins ago my eyes were closing and I was on my way to the checkpoint of dreamland. Answered a call and now I'm awake -.-"

I'm truly exhausted, woke up early today to meet someone special. Wanted to go see Nuffnang Flash Mob event, but I text Jayden and he told me it ended already lol. It must be an exciting scene, hope there will be more of such events.

Wacthed Drag me to hell few days ago with Royce. Fucking lame horror flick which carries some comedy along. Is it worth watching ? You decide.

Caught Ghost of Girlfriend Past today. Decent comedy. There's this phrase in the movie which I find very meaningful and touching, once I found the phrase will blog it here.

Eyelids starting to wind down again. Good nights.

Love is in the air

2009-06-10T00:03:00.003+08:00

"Love is overlooking all the flaws of your partner and accept them for who they are.."

Augustine

Fucked up weather

2009-06-09T17:06:00.001+08:00

The weather is fucking hot. I just bathed and now I'm starting to perspire, feel like stepping back into the bathroom.

Just came back from the gym with Royce. Initially, I was determined to eat something healthy after a great workout but Royce was talking about fast food on the way back. Lol! I was contemplating whether to stay determine and eat a healthy meal or eat junk food. After a while, my mind was made up! What the heck, just one meal wouldn't kill right?! And we went to my fave MOS burger to eat. The past 2 hours workout was for nothing -.-"

Remember to catch Aviva Open Live it's on 13th and 14th June.

Old but classic song. My Mom's favourite song.

ETERNAL FLAME

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming Is this burning an eternal flame

I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame

Say my name
Sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling
Say my name sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain I don't want to lose this feeling

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
But is this burning an eternal flame

For once try to read and feel the lyrics than humming to the tune.

I'm heading out soon meeting parents for dinner. -Peace out

Ayo Technology by Milow

2009-06-07T16:52:00.003+08:00

"Different style, different move, damn I like the way you move
Girl you got me thinkin bout, all the things I do to you
Lets get it poppin shorty, we can switch positions
From the couch, to the counters in my kitchen"